Chapter 8

I returned to the farm that summer.
Not because I wanted to hide from the city.
Because I wanted to remember myself.
The old barn still leaned slightly to one side. The fence needed repair. Wildflowers grew along the edge of the fields.
I walked through the grass wearing boots and jeans.
No designer gown.
No cameras.
No one judging the sound of my voice.
My grandfather’s old farm manager, Walter, met me near the porch.
“You look like you can breathe again,” he said.
I smiled.
“I think I can.”
Harlow Capital had always supported local businesses, but after the divorce, I became more involved in the trust’s work.
I created a fund for rural entrepreneurs.
Women who ran farms.
Small manufacturers.
People with strong ideas but no connections in the rooms Daniel worshipped.
The first woman I helped was named Joanie.
She ran a small dairy farm with her sisters and wanted to create a local cheese company.
When she came to present her plan, she apologized for her accent.
I stopped her.
“Never apologize for where you learned how to work,” I said.
Her eyes filled with tears.
I understood that feeling.
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For years, Daniel made me feel that my past was something to hide.
Now I used it as a compass.