Chapter 5: The Memory I Was Never Supposed to Have
The hallway disappeared.
Not literally.
The walls were still there.
The flashing red lights were still above us.
The children were still trapped behind the glass.
But for one terrifying moment, I wasn’t in the Meridian anymore.
I was somewhere else.
Somewhere my mind had buried.
The screen played the recording again.
A little girl stood in the center of a white room.
Five years old.
Small.
Silent.
Holding a piece of paper covered in drawings.
My daughter.
Lily.
And beside her…
Me.
Not a stranger.
Not someone who looked like me.
Me.
Same face.
Same voice.
Same wedding ring.
I stumbled backward.
“No.””
Emma grabbed my arm.
“David.””
“No.””
My eyes stayed locked on the screen.
“That’s not possible.””
Marcus stared at the footage.
His expression had changed from confusion to horror.
“David…”
I looked at him.
“Tell me that isn’t me.””
He didn’t answer.
That was the answer.
The recording continued.
The man who looked exactly like me knelt beside Lily.
“Do you remember what I told you?””
Little Lily nodded.
“What?””
Her tiny voice came through the speakers.
“Never trust the people upstairs.””
My heart stopped.
The man beside her looked toward the camera.
Toward whoever was watching.
Then he said something that made my entire body go cold.
“Especially if they tell you your father is dead.””
The screen went black.
Nobody moved.
The silence was unbearable.
Then Emma whispered:
“David…”
I turned toward her.
“You knew.””
Her face broke.
Not surprise.
Not confusion.
Guilt.
“You knew this existed.””
She looked away.
“I knew there was a recording.””
The anger came instantly.
“You knew?””
“David, listen—”
“No.””
My voice echoed through the hallway.
“You watched me believe I lost my daughter and my wife, and you knew there was a video of me down here?””
“I didn’t know what it showed.””
“You knew enough.””
Emma closed her eyes.
“I was trying to protect you.””
I laughed.
A painful, empty sound.
“Everyone keeps saying that.””
I looked at Lily.
“Everyone keeps protecting me by lying to me.””
My daughter flinched.
Immediately, I regretted my tone.
Not because it wasn’t true.
Because she was the one person who had never lied.
I knelt beside her.
“I’m sorry.””
She stared at me.
Then she reached into her pocket.
She pulled out another folded paper.
A drawing.
This one was different.
It showed two identical figures.
One standing above ground.
One standing underground.
Between them was a line.
A crack.
“What is this?”” I asked.
Lily looked at me.
“The first daddy.””
The hallway seemed to stop.
“What?””
She pointed to the drawing.
“This one.””
Her finger moved to the figure underground.
“He was nice.””
My throat tightened.
“And me?””
She looked down.
“You came later.””
I couldn’t breathe.
Emma covered her mouth.
Marcus stepped closer.
“David…”
But I didn’t hear him.
I was staring at my daughter.
Trying to understand how my own child could say something impossible.
“Lily,” I whispered.
“What do you mean I came later?””
She looked toward the security cameras.
“The doctors said I wouldn’t remember.””
A chill moved through me.
“Doctors?””
She nodded.
“The room with the lights.””
Her breathing became faster.
“The needles.””
I felt sick.
“Stop.””
But she continued.
“Mommy cried.””
Emma broke down.
“I’m sorry.””
Lily looked at her.
“You came back.””
Emma covered her face.
“Yes.””
“But Daddy didn’t.””
The words struck me.
I looked at the recording screen.
The man who looked like me.
The first daddy.
The impossible memory.
And suddenly, a thought entered my mind.
A horrible thought.
One I didn’t want to believe.
“What happened to him?””
Nobody answered.
Then a voice came from behind us.
“He failed.””
Everyone turned.
James Vance stood at the end of the hallway.
The emergency lights reflected across his face.
Marcus immediately moved in front of us.
“You’re not leaving.””
James smiled.
“You still think this is about leaving.””
He looked at me.
“It’s about remembering.””
I stepped forward.
“What did you do to me?””
James studied my face.
“Nothing.””
“Don’t lie.””
“I didn’t change you.””
He tilted his head.
“I rebuilt you.””
The words made my stomach twist.
Emma moved closer to Lily.
“Don’t listen to him.””
James ignored her.
“David Parker died that night.””
The world went silent.
I felt the floor disappear beneath me.
“What?””
James continued calmly.
“The man you remember being was real.””
I shook my head.
“No.””
“He loved his family.””
“No.””
“He discovered the Meridian’s lower levels.””
My hands started trembling.
“No.””
“He tried to expose us.””
James looked at Lily.
“And he failed.””
I looked at Emma.
She couldn’t meet my eyes.
That hurt more than James’s words.
“You knew.””
Emma whispered.
“I knew pieces.””
“Tell me.””
She wiped her tears.
“After the accident, they told me you died too.””
My breath caught.
“They?””
“Vance’s people.””
James smiled slightly.
“But we made a mistake.””
He looked at Lily.
“She remembered.””
Marcus’s face hardened.
“Enough.””
He pulled a small device from his pocket.
James noticed.
“You still have that?””
Marcus looked at him.
“Insurance.””
“What is it?””
I asked.
Marcus didn’t look away from James.
“A copy of the original files.””
James’s expression changed.
For the first time, he looked worried.
“Where?””
Marcus smiled.
“Somewhere you can’t reach.””
Suddenly, the hallway lights flickered.
The children’s rooms unlocked.
The glass doors opened.
The kids ran out.
Chaos exploded.
Children crying.
Adults shouting.
Security alarms screaming.
I grabbed Lily and pulled her close.
Anna ran toward her.
The two girls hugged.
And seeing them together broke something inside me.
They weren’t experiments.
They weren’t subjects.
They were children.
Children who had been hidden beneath a building.
Marcus moved toward the control room.
“We need to get everyone out.””
Emma nodded.
“I know another exit.””
James laughed quietly.
Everyone stopped.
“What?”” I asked.
He looked at Emma.
“You still think that door works?””
Emma froze.
“What did you do?””
James pressed something on his phone.
A metallic sound echoed through the hallway.
Heavy doors began closing at both ends.
“No,” Marcus whispered.
James stepped backward.
“The Meridian was designed to contain problems.””
His eyes moved to Lily.
“And she is the biggest problem we ever created.””
I moved in front of my daughter.
“You’re not touching her.””
James looked almost sad.
“You still don’t understand.””
The doors continued closing.
“You think she is your daughter.””
I stared at him.
“She is.””
James shook his head.
“She is also the reason your original memories were erased.””
The lights flashed.
The children screamed.
Emma grabbed Lily.
“David, we need to go!””
But I couldn’t move.
Because James had just said the one thing that terrified me most.
Not that Lily had been experimented on.
Not that my life had been built on lies.
But that somewhere inside my missing memories…
there was an answer.
A reason.
A truth about my daughter that even I didn’t know.
James disappeared behind the closing door.
His final words echoed through the hallway.
“The real question isn’t whether Lily remembers.””
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The metal doors slammed shut.
“The question is what she remembers you doing.””
