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Chapter 1: The Empty Seat

I won the biggest soccer game of my life at thirteen years old.

I scored the winning goal.

I lifted a championship trophy above my head while hundreds of people screamed my name.

But the person I searched for in the crowd was not there.

The seat I had saved for my stepmother was empty.

Again.

For three years, I had convinced myself that Claire Bennett loved me.

Not the same way my mother would have.

Not the same way my father did.

But enough.

Enough that she would show up when it mattered.

Enough that she would stand on the sidelines and cheer.

Enough that she would see me.

That afternoon, I learned the difference between someone being in your life and someone choosing to be in your life.

My name is Nia Bennett.

And this was the day I stopped begging someone to care about me.

The championship final was supposed to be perfect.

I woke up before my alarm even rang.

The sun was barely rising through my bedroom window, painting golden lines across my walls.

My soccer cleats sat beside my bed.

I had cleaned them the night before until they looked almost new.

My jersey was folded carefully on my chair.

Number seven.

The same number my mom wore when she played soccer in college.

I didn't remember much about my mother.

She died when I was eight.

Sometimes, I hated that my memories of her felt like old photographs fading at the edges.

But I remembered her hands.

I remembered how she tied my shoelaces before my first soccer practice.

I remembered how she laughed when I accidentally kicked the ball into our neighbor's flower garden.

And I remembered what she told me.

"Never play just to prove you can win, Nia. Play because you love it.""

I carried those words with me every time I stepped onto the field.

Especially today.

Downstairs, I found Claire making coffee in the kitchen.

She was wearing a white blouse and expensive-looking earrings.

She always looked like she was ready for a magazine photo.

"Morning," she said without looking up.

"Morning.""

I stood there for a moment.

Waiting.

She noticed.

"What?""

I smiled nervously.

"Today's the final.""

Claire stirred her coffee.

"I know.""

My heart lifted.

"You remember?""

She finally looked at me.

"Nia, yes. I remember.""

I laughed softly.

"Okay. Good.""

She picked up her phone.

"What time again?""

"Four.""

"Right. Four.""

I grabbed my backpack.

"You'll come, right?""

There was a pause.

Only a second.

But I noticed.

Claire noticed everything.

She noticed when Lily got a bad grade.

She noticed when her favorite shows released new episodes.

She noticed when the dry cleaner damaged her jacket.

But somehow, she always seemed to forget things about me.

Still, I wanted to believe.

"I'll be there," she said.

I looked at her face.

"Promise?""

She sighed slightly.

"Nia.""

"What?""

"Of course I'll be there.""

Then she smiled.

A small smile.

The kind that made me feel silly for worrying.

"I wouldn't miss it.""

Those words stayed with me all day.

I wouldn't miss it.

I repeated them to myself when the game became difficult.

I repeated them when my legs started burning.

I repeated them when the score was tied.

Our opponents, the Westbrook Wolves, had won every championship for the past two years.

Everyone expected them to win again.

But our team had something they didn't.

We believed we belonged there.

The final three minutes felt like they lasted forever.

The scoreboard showed:

WESTBROOK 2

EAST RIDGE 2

The crowd was screaming.

My coach, Mrs. Daniels, stood near the sideline.

"Nia!""

I turned.

"Stay open!""

I nodded.

My lungs burned.

My hair stuck to my forehead.

My entire body begged me to slow down.

Then my teammate Ava stole the ball.

"Nia!""

She kicked it toward me.

Everything became quiet.

The crowd disappeared.

The field disappeared.

For one moment, it was just me and the goal.

The goalkeeper rushed forward.

I could see her eyes.

She thought she knew what I would do.

She thought I would hesitate.

I didn't.

I kicked.

The ball flew.

For a terrifying second, I thought I had missed.

Then—

The net moved.

The whistle blew.

The stadium exploded.

"We won!""

Ava crashed into me.

My teammates surrounded me.

Someone grabbed my shoulders.

Someone screamed in my ear.

Mrs. Daniels was crying.

Actually crying.

"You did it," she said.

I laughed.

"We did it.""

Because that's what teams did.

They won together.

A few minutes later, we stood on the stage.

The trophy was enormous.

Much bigger than it looked online.

When they handed it to me, I almost dropped it.

Everyone laughed.

My teammates helped me lift it.

The photographer shouted.

"Look here!""

I smiled.

I smiled so hard my cheeks hurt.

Then I looked toward the bleachers.

I searched for Dad first.

His seat was empty.

I wasn't surprised.

He had warned me about his business meeting.

"I'll make it up to you, sweetheart," he told me that morning.

I believed him.

Then I searched for Claire.

The seat I had saved was empty.

My smile faded.

I checked my phone.

Nothing.

No message.

No call.

I opened our conversation.

My last text was still there.

"Don't forget! Four o'clock. Championship final. I really want you there.""

Delivered.

No response.

I waited.

Maybe she was parking.

Maybe she was walking in.

Maybe she got stuck.

Five minutes passed.

Then ten.

My teammates started leaving with their families.

Ava hugged me.

"My mom wants to take us for ice cream. You coming?""

I looked toward the parking lot.

"I think Claire is coming.""

Ava glanced at my phone.

"Did she text?""

I shook my head.

She looked uncomfortable.

"Maybe her phone died.""

I nodded quickly.

"Yeah. Maybe.""

I needed someone to say that.

I needed the excuse.

Mrs. Daniels found me sitting alone on the bench.

"Everyone gone?""

I forced a smile.

"Almost.""

She sat beside me.

"Who's picking you up?""

"My stepmom.""

"Have you heard from her?""

I looked down.

"No.""

Mrs. Daniels studied my face.

Then she gently placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Champions don't always get the celebration they deserve on the same day they win.""

I swallowed.

"That's okay.""

But it wasn't.

I called Claire.

No answer.

I called again.

Still nothing.

Then I sent one more message.

"We won.""

The words looked pathetic.

Like I was asking for approval.

The message turned blue.

Read.

9:43 PM.

She had seen it.

She just didn't answer.

Mrs. Parker, one of my teammate's mothers, offered me a ride home.

I sat in the back seat holding my trophy.

Usually, it felt like the most amazing thing I owned.

That night, it felt heavy.

When we arrived home, the lights were on.

I stepped inside.

And there she was.

Claire.

Sitting on the couch.

Perfect hair.

Perfect dress.

Perfect makeup.

Like she hadn't missed anything.

Like she hadn't broken a promise.

She looked up.

"Oh. You're home.""

I stared at her.

I waited.

I waited for her to stand.

I waited for her to say congratulations.

I waited for her to say sorry.

She didn't.

Instead, she looked back at her phone.

I slowly walked to the coffee table.

Then I placed the trophy down.

The sound echoed through the room.

Claire looked annoyed.

"What was that?""

My fingers tightened around my medal.

"You promised you'd come.""

She blinked.

Then sighed.

"Oh, Nia.""

Those two words hurt more than yelling would have.

"What?""

She put her phone down.

"I forgot.""

The room went silent.

"You forgot?""

"Yes.""

"My championship?""

"Nia, don't make this dramatic.""

I stared at her.

"Everyone else came.""

She frowned.

"Good for them.""

My eyes burned.

"I wanted you there.""

Claire leaned back.

"You won, didn't you?""

I couldn't speak.

Because somehow, winning felt smaller now.

From the hallway, a quiet voice said,

"Nia?""

I turned.

Lily stood there holding her stuffed rabbit.

My ten-year-old stepsister looked between us.

She knew.

Kids always knew when adults were lying.

Before she could say anything, the front door opened.

Dad walked in.

"Nia?""

He froze.

His eyes moved from me.

To the trophy.

To Claire.

"What happened?""

And when Lily quietly walked into the kitchen and opened the trash can, none of us expected what she would pull out.

A crumpled purple piece of paper.

My reminder.

The one Claire claimed she never saw.

May you like

And written across the top were the words that would destroy everything I believed about my family.

NIA — CHAMPIONSHIP FINAL.

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