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Chapter 2

I didn't sleep that night.

Marcus fell asleep beside me, his breathing deep and even, like nothing was wrong. Like he hadn't just looked at his pregnant wife and told her to learn her place.

I lay in the dark, one hand on my belly, listening to him breathe. And I thought about all the little things I'd ignored.

The way he'd slowly cut me off from my friends. The way he controlled the bank accounts. The way he'd call me ten times if I was ten minutes late.

I'd called it love.

It wasn't love. It was a cage—and I'd spent six years decorating the bars.

Sometime after midnight, I heard voices downstairs.

I slipped out of bed, my heart pounding, and crept to the top of the stairs. The kitchen light was on. Marcus and Barbara were sitting at the table, their voices low.

"She'll come around," Barbara was saying. "They always do. You just have to be firm."

"I've been firm for six years," Marcus said. He sounded tired. "She's getting worse. Crying all the time. Talking back. The pregnancy has made her emotional."

"Emotional women need strong men," Barbara said. "Your father understood that. So do you."

There was a pause. Then Marcus said something that made my blood turn to ice.

"I've already talked to the lawyer. If she tries to leave, I'll take the house. I'll take everything. The courts always side with the stable provider."

I clapped my hand over my mouth to muffle the sound.

He'd already talked to a lawyer.

He was planning for this. Planning for me to try to leave. Planning to take everything—including my daughter.

"And the money?" Barbara asked.

"Transferred. Most of it's in my private account now. She doesn't know. If she leaves, she leaves with nothing."

I backed away from the stairs, my legs shaking. I made it back to the bedroom and climbed into bed, but my mind was racing.

He'd been planning this. Maybe for months. Maybe for years.

I wasn't just trapped emotionally. I was trapped financially. And he was ready to use the courts against me.

I thought about my daughter. I thought about bringing her into this house. Into this life.

No.

I couldn't. I wouldn't.

But what could I do? I had no money. No family nearby—Lisa lived in Chicago. My friends had all drifted away, thanks to Marcus's constant criticism. I was six months pregnant, alone, and my husband had already prepared to destroy me.

I closed my eyes and made a decision.

I would play the part. I would be the quiet, obedient wife he wanted. I would let him think he'd won.

But secretly, I would fight.

I would document everything. I would save every penny I could. I would find a lawyer of my own. And when the time was right, I would leave—and I would take my daughter with me.

The next morning, I came downstairs with a smile on my face.

"Good morning," I said, my voice steady. "I thought about what you said. About the nursery. You're right. I was being silly."

Marcus looked at me, surprised. Then his face softened. "That's my girl."

Barbara nodded, satisfied. "See? All she needed was a firm hand."

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I poured myself a cup of tea and sat down at the table. And inside, where no one could see, I started building my plan.

One brick at a time.

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