Chapter 7

Two years after the trial, I got a letter.
From Daniel. Prison.
I almost didn't open it. But Marcus said, "You don't have to. But if you want to, I'm here."
I opened it.
Amelia, it said.
I've been in here two years. I've had a lot of time to think. About what I did. About what my mother did. About you.
I'm not going to ask for forgiveness. I don't deserve it. But I wanted to tell you—I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't protect you. I'm sorry I let my mother treat you that way. I'm sorry I stood there and did nothing while you crawled across that floor. I'm sorry I married you and never once asked about your family. I was so caught up in my mother's world. In the business. In the money. I lost myself. And I lost you.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me. And I threw it away. Because I was weak. Because I was a coward. Because I couldn't stand up to my mother.
I read about your foundation. The Amelia Project. You're helping women. You're doing good. I'm proud of you. Even if I have no right to be.
I hope you're happy. I hope you found someone who treats you the way you deserve. I hope you know—you saved yourself. And I hope you never forget how strong you are.
Daniel.
I read it twice. Then I put it down.
Marcus was watching me. "How do you feel?"
"Nothing," I said. "I feel nothing. Is that wrong?"
"No," he said. "That's healing. When someone who hurt you stops having power over your emotions—that's when you know you're really free."
He was right.
I didn't write back. I didn't need to. Daniel was in prison. I was free. He'd gotten what he deserved. And I'd gotten my life back.
That same year, The Amelia Project helped its thousandth woman. We had a gala. Marcus was there. My father was there. The women we'd helped were there.
I gave a speech. I told my story. The fever. The ice water. The crawl. The SUVs. My father.
At the end, I said: "They told me outsiders should earn their place. But I learned something that day—you don't earn your place. You take it. You stand up. You walk out. You call your father. And you never, ever let anyone treat you like less than you are."
The room stood up. Applause. Tears. Cheers.
And I looked out at the crowd—at Marcus, at my father, at the thousand women we'd helped—and I felt something I hadn't felt in a very long time.
May you like
Joy.
Pure, uncomplicated joy.