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Chapter 10

On the twentieth anniversary of my mother's death, we gathered at her grave.

My dad. Karen. Me. My husband. My children. Ava. Her husband. Her children. All of us. Standing around the stone. Flowers. Tears. Love.

I placed a rose on the grave. White. Her favorite.

"Mom," I said. "We miss you. We love you. We're okay. We're more than okay. We're happy. We're thriving. And we never forgot you. We never will."

Ava placed a flower too. "Hi, Mom. I'm a teacher now. Just like you. I love kids. They love me. I wish you could meet them. They'd love you."

My dad placed a flower. His hand was shaking. "Sarah," he said. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't protect you. I'm sorry I brought her into our lives. But I tried. I tried to make it right. I hope you can forgive me."

We stood there. Silent. Together. A family. A real family.

And then we went home. To Sarah's House. Where the children were waiting. Where dinner was cooking. Where laughter filled the halls.

I looked around. At my children. At Ava's children. At the children of Sarah's House. At my dad, holding a little girl on his lap, reading her a story. At Karen, baking cookies in the kitchen. At my husband, laughing with Ava's husband.

And I thought of that morning. The milk. The fear. The silence. The moment my dad walked through the door and said "STOP!"

That moment had changed everything. It had been the end of the nightmare. The beginning of the healing. The start of our new life.

We'd been through hell. We'd lost so much. But we'd gained so much more. We'd found strength. We'd found love. We'd found purpose.

And we were safe. We were loved. We were confident. We were free.

I looked at my daughter Sarah. She was playing with Ava's daughter. They were laughing. They were happy. They were safe.

And I smiled.

Because my mother's legacy lived on. In us. In these children. In this house. In this love.

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And nothing—nothing—could ever take that away.

The end.

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